MY VIEWS

Mainly about my ordeal with becoming disabled, but with many of my opinions, experiences, and views. I am disabled by Fibromyalgia, Chrinic Fatigue Syndrome, Psoritric Arthritis, and chronic frequent migraines.

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

The following picture

is taken from a site at
http://catalog.nucleusinc.com
I am listing that site, as this is under copywright @ at this site, they have some very good pictures of Fibro pain locations !!!
Just Me....

Great pictures of Fibro pain locations
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Monday, November 14, 2005

Hard time

Hi,
I am having such a hard time right now, being so broke, and no one cares. It is so hard to handle on top of the illness.
Oh God, maybe it is just that it is winter, and I am feeling so bad for so many days, but life just really sucks right now, sorry folks, just had to vent to a blank page, cause there is no one who will listen, no friends, family is sick of it, and no guys anywhere to be seen. Boy did I make some major mistakes in my life, first to admit it. Why didn't I marry one of the guys who offered, I was so afraid of being hurt, and look at me now, Wowwwweee. Can it get any worse.

I pray so hard I get headaches, and even God seems to be to busy, and I know there are so many things going on right now, with all the disasters, but I wish he could give be a little help here and there. Show me the way, I have always worked more than one job at a time, and now I am like why can't I do this anymre, let me get better, or help me with my money. I pray, and pray, and pray, and I don't know what else to do. so sad, me right now...and crying hurts my head so bad, a can't even do that, I just sit and stare and think, what am I doing wrong, where no one will help me, no one cares.........
But it never crosses they minds. I guess I have splittled enough about all my heartaches for one night. yaya
I feel like I am in some kind if an experiment to see how much I can take, but it isn't much....
Just Me............

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Broke

I am so tired of not having any money, and not being able to live on my own. I miss my independence so much. I miss little things like choosing what I will eat for dinner, and having privacy. I have lost so much, and I don't know that I will ever have anything again. So depressing...
Just Me...........

update

I go to a new Rheumotologist tomorrow, a male, prefer a female. I only hope he is good, and not saying all in your head crap. I go back to the EN&T on the 21st. maybe surgery, we will see.
Just Me........

Tim story

I still plan on telling the story, just have been very tired lately, and to many headaches, but I will eventually do it. Actually I had it done on here one night and I lost it all, I was frustrated, so now I know to do everything in Word first, then copy and paste so I don't loose all that effort.
Just Me.........

Message Board--kicked off

Hi all,
I had posted previously a message board that I really liked, and now I have been kicked off it. I posted the URL of another message board that I found on it, and they kicked me off for doing that. I was told that it is their policy not to do that. I read their rules, and I don’t see where it says specifically not to do that. So I have emailed them several times to see if they would allow me back on, and they won’t. I didn’t realize how much I would miss this message board on Fibromyalgia, now I feel like I have lost one of the few outlets I have. What a real bummer. I can’t believe they would be so cruel.
Very sad for me, and I feel such anger, and sadness at the same time. So I have to say that I don’t recommend the site if they can be so un-feeling to its members.
Just Me….